I've been reading and rereading my assigned articles for the past hour, my table is in total chaos, and I'm in dire need of a caffeine megadose to get me through the afternoon. Unfortunately, I can't have another cup of coffee because I'd already had one this morning. As a rule, I limit my coffee intake to one cup a day or I'd be spending a sleepless night. I guess one cup of coffee every morning is enough to keep me awake and rev up my metabolism for the rest of the day.
I'm still on cloud nine, and I don't think I'm getting off it for the next few weeks. Perhaps this is just a rebound reaction from last month's disaster or perhaps I'm on the verge of falling in love again. I hope it's not the latter, because I want to give my broken heart chance to mend and recuperate before diving back into the game of love. Lesson learned: I have to have my gaydar in tiptop shape the next time I meet a potential boyfriend, or last month's disaster will be repeated.
Not that I've got anything against gays. On the contrary, I have many gay friends and I get along superbly with them. I'm just against gays who pretend to be straight, make girls fall in love with them, and afterwards come out of the closet. It's a huge blow to any girl's ego and heart, and it's cost me a few sleepless and tearful nights. It's just ego-crushing to fall in love with someone who turns out to be gay and who denies it.
My heart deserves a detox and a rest, I guess, although I'm still on cloud nine over a guy I'd met a few days ago. Sad to say, he wasn't able to ask for my number due to the circumstances at that time so I don't think I'll see him again unless some genuine miracle happens. In that case, I'll let nature take its course and see what happens in the next few months.
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